@paulhildreth!
Everything fell apart. Just as expected. Yes. It is always like this. And they all blame it on me. They’re most likely right. I’m the one with the problems. I’m to blame. I don’t deserve anyone or anything. My world just collapsed. I’ve got no where to go, no one to talk to. Just feel so helpless now. Totally crushed from inside out. Yet i have to be criticised as being sarcastic. People take scores, just didn’t know that you do too.
Birthday/Xmas/New Years Eve
Advance Celebration-with Cheney, and his family and friends
This is a very late post on what’s been going during the “holiday season” (not for me). First it’s my birthday ! As my boyfriend knows that he won’t really get to have the chance to celebrate with me my birthday on the day itself, he’s decided to help me celebrate it in advance! He did a surprise party for me where he has invited his family and friends to all be there to surprise me. How sweet of him right? When I reached his house I was kinda stunned and didn’t know what to say, which was really awkward, but I’m actually really happy at the inside. Sad to say, I’ve only got a couple of photos as I didn’t really took any photos this year? should have though): This is the ‘art work’ of my boyfriend. Printing out every single piece and pasting it on the wall. So adorable right. hehe!
When this photo was taken most of the people have left already): But at least one is better than none right? (: 
Well, I should also really thank my boyfriend’s mum for preparing all the food and getting me the mango birthday cake! It was a lot of work and I’m really touched(: & also thanks to those who had gotten me presents or red packets on that day, it is really sweet of you all.
Actual Date-with my family
Mum planned to celebrate my birthday at a restaurant at vivo along with my brother and uncle steven. Well more photos were taken this time round!
X’mas tree at vivo!
mini buddah jump over the wall
super dope egg white thingy
ginormous crab
xiao long bao
ee fu noodles
The food was really fantastic and i just love my family can always be happily chatting throughout the meal and not those kind that just simply keeps quiet and not talk ? At least I won’t feel so bored. hehe :X After the meal, my mum was thinking of going to a nice place to chill and have maybe few glasses of wine? So she thought of Ritz Carlton. The ambience there’s really good and they have like a pianist/singer performing at the lounge area which is awesome. Everything there just felt so right !For some reason the staff there found out that it was my birthday, so they actually prepared a mini cake for me and requested the a birthday song to be played for me.((:
After Ritz Carlton, I left for MJ session with my bf, Jacqui and Susan(who’s got the same birth date as me ) hahaha. So once again, thanks to everyone who cared and spent my birthday with me (: LOVE YOU ALL! <3
X’mas
Spent X’mas eve with Cheney and his sisters! Was something different in comparison to the times where it was just clubs and alcohol.(Although we did had wine) We get to catch up with the lives of everyone, get to spend time with Sage & Sarah (Cheney’s niece and nephew!)Christmas Day it self all of us went to my boyfriend’s place as his mum prepared food and everything for X’mas. A very nice and cozy celebration I’d say (: Then at night, it was celebration at Uncle chris’ house (bf’s uncle)! Sounds so busy right? I know. hahaha. But it’s always nice to get together.
Thus that sums up 2011’s Xmas!(: New Years Eve Had a mini gathering again, but a smaller group this time round at cheney’s place. His mum prepared cold dish which was very tasty as well as food to bbq at the balcony! However, e did our count down with JJmichele + husband at her friend’s place! Initially we thought it’ll be weird but turns out to be that they are friendly plus cheney and i also “ta-baoed” Jon with us, making it a fun night ! hahaha. Didn’t have any photos as idk where’s the photo but oh well. good to write it down so at least when I look back, I remember(:
Really very very super grateful about everything and i thank god for that(: Will be posting about what i did on new years soon!& for now, HAPPY 2012 EVERYONE:D



